23 November 2009

why love, why do you have to be so unusually cruel tonight?

Up and down, back and forth, here and there. Just like a freaking rollercoaster. But I always end up smashing down hard in the ground. My feelings are confused. Or, actually it's my mind telling my heart not to feel this way and everything ends up a total mess. I just don't get why it's so hard not to bother, not to take it seriously.

All of this is just pathetic.

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