25 September 2009

can you remember

When did I turn invisable?
When did you go blind?


I'm not going insane. I'm going sane in an insane world.

you know. nothing.

I can barely walk without your air in my lungs. I can't even stand when your not watching.

a little girl, all alone in the big wide world with a heart full of bleeding wounds. all she wants is to be happy, but why is it so hard? her cheeks wet from salt tears because she knows how bad it hurts. with a life that is no longer worthwhile, days filled with panic and faked smiles and nights which consists of tears and suppressed screems. she wants to disappear in the dark.
whatever to kill her pains.

16 September 2009

London calling

- broken computer
- lots of homeworks
-beautiful friends
- off to London

see ya suckers!

13 September 2009

I'm not scared at all

I've had my chances and I've taken them all, just to end up right back here on the floor.

12 September 2009

make me king!

feet fail me not

08 September 2009

a falling star. at least I fall alone

Now I’m on my own side and it feels better than being on any other side. Obviously it’s my fault you're blind. Just a little insight won't make this right. It’s too late to fight. It ends when I decide.

sometime it has to end

I can’t explain myself. All the wants and all the needs... All I don’t want to need at all.

04 September 2009

if you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything

always remember you're absolutely unique... just like everyone else.

03 September 2009

some kind of record in escaping as far away from yourself as possible

sweet dreams.