29 January 2010

Handle Me

I have no hunger to die.
I don't want to die.
I don't desire death.
Truth be told I'm afraid of dying.
I'm afraid of the emptiness.
Of everything that has an end.
Of the eternity.

28 January 2010

You know nothing of hell

I've anxiety in every season. My anxiety neither favor or discriminate. Snow, sunshine, rain or dry weather, it strikes in full force the second I think I'm safe.

27 January 2010

I don't want to die... I just dont want to live

Who do you call when you don't have the strenght to live anymore?
Who do you call when you don't want do live anymore?

22 January 2010

You're the needle when I don't need pain

I need you just to breath.

18 January 2010

waking empty. seldom sleeping

like beeing broken and getting sewn back together
but everything ends up at the wrong place
it hurts everywhere but there's nothing you can do about it
cause it's been too long and everything has sort of gotten stuck
so you try and live with it
it hurts more and more every day
and you wish that you could just tear that fucking heart out and push it pack in where it belongs
but ofcourse that's impossible
so you try and live with it anyway
eventhough you don't want to

16 January 2010

If the lies don't touch you the truth will

I mean everybody bleeds, though differently.
And then there are those who bleed constantly and that's so damn sad.

06 January 2010

I'll always wait for you