I hate him!

No, offcourse I dont hate him. I just hate that I love him, that's all. Right now my heart is kind of breaking and it hurts, big time. And my eyes are filling up with tears and a lump is growing in my throat.

It's kind of sad, isn't it? To fall in love with a celebrity... I don't know why it always happen to me, I guess I was born with that gene. And if you're one of those who think it can't be real love, lt me tell you something: IT IS! I'm flying just as high as anyone else when "the victim" (let's call him that - the person you're in love with) says something cute. And I promise you that my heart is breaking just as much as anyone elses when I realise that he'll never be mine.


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